Friday, July 17, 2009

The innocent SMU(A) Al-Yunusiah students

New school, new experience. What you expect to see if you go to new school? I thought about the students first. Well, here I am at SMU(A) Al-Yunusiah. A very small school with only 127 students, 10 teachers, 2 clerks and no more. Very poor...
The students came from poor family with many problems. One of them, the sadest one among them I think. well I still new, so I need time to know others. But since I'm here, I talk to her. She like to learn and very fast learner. She is shy, polite, have a very beautiful smile and very slim body or I should say thin. She came from Kemboja, it surprise me because I thought she look like other Kelantanese, with her beautiful face. She also among the cleaverest in the class.
One day, nothing to do when I had gap, so I took this class with me to the library. I asked them to read something in English if they like or maybe Malay. My purpose just to train them to love books like I do. This girl came to me with a thin english book like a year 1 student's book. I asked her to read, she is quite good in reading using Malay pronounciation so I corrected her. She kept reading with better pronounciation, no more mistakes when she said the words I corrected before. After finished one book, I ask her about her UPSR results.
A very surprise story I got! She never went to primary school before and didn't take UPSR. She told me she only had a chance to come to school when she was 13 years old. What a sad story for a bright girl like her. While the story flow from her mouth, I tried my best to hold my tears from falling. She is from Kemboja, her parents came to Malaysia illegally. She loves learning but she can't go to school because she didn't has passport. This year she will have one of important exam for Arabic stream PMRU but I'm not sure if she can take the exam. I think she can because this exam is under Yayasan Kelantan not a government examination. 
My last day at school, she came to me with a sweet smile, thanked me for everything I taught her. What should I say to her? Still holding my tears whenever she came to me to ask or to thank me. I hug her like I hug my other students, tell her to study hard. I wish I can say good luck for your exam like I wish my other students.
Even now, whenever I think about her, my tears will easily spill.
How about other students? Hmm every human have their own story they carry with them behind their back. Maybe a nice story or maybe a suffering sad story. Here they are, in front of me they sat with a laugh and smile. They always happy to be with their friends. Well, a friend plays a very important role to them, support them while they suffer.
They came from a very poor family. I heard one of it my self. When one girl asking to borrow office phone to call her father at home. Tells the father that she doesn't has money to go home.
Teachers sometimes gave them money to buy food. If you want to know, the canteen only prepare 100 kuih everyday because they know the students don't have money to buy or support their short break with nice nasi ayam or a lot of kuih.

Lucky me... thanks to Allah s.w.t

1 oclock in the morning 7th July 2009 Tuesday. It been long ago when I wrote my feeling here. now I'm UPSI student. Glad? Yup bit glad because I got lot this year. Prosperity comes like water flow in the river. Got a lot of offers. Thanks to Allah s.w.t. because Allah s.w.t. gave me everything I wanted. I got job. I got happiness. Glad to be better.
Hmm what I wanna say today? I love my father, he is the best father for me even he is not a good husband to my mother. He pampered me too much. It touch to my very heart. Thanks ayah for everything. I seldom say I love you but really I love you. I always worry about you. I don't want to lose you. I really hope that I can send my father and my mother to Mekkah. I want them to be in heaven later.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Love them while you still have them....

Why I wrote this? Hmm I don't know, but read between the line. I think I have epiphany about people I loved...I love them very much even my heart ached when they did something I don't like, even things I hate, I still love them...

Hug when you still have them…
Peluklah mereka selagi ada peluang…
Because when that’s come the time, you will lose them...
There is no regret when you appreciate what you have before you lose them…
But there is no turning back if you forgot to love them, to tell them how much you care and love them…
Take this time as your opportunity to show your love
So when the time comes
The time that you will losing them…
You will never regret…
For the love you show them…
For the hug and smile you share…
Even you miss them,
You have their smile… in your heart and mind…

Friday, February 20, 2009

King who lose his country....

It has been so long since I published my old post before these two post today. Hmmm I already got new job. Hmm really challenging, need to deal with small kids. Small kids??? Quite big actually. Hmm  the big problem is that I don't really good in my own field??? Can we conquer our own field when we are not the expert??? Bet I will lose it to others good and better person. Er I mean, a suitable and compatible person with my field. A king who cannot control the field will lose to other conquerer or other king. huhuhu, I don't mind if I got another wonderful job. But, since I don't have another job that suitable with me, better I stay here. I got problem with my language, I not the expert with English Language.

forgottttttttttttttttttt

Oh my God!!! I forgot my password for my other blog. If my computer got problem, I will lose my own blog. Hope it will never happened lah. But luckily I remember my password in this blog. I've tried hundred times to enter my gmail account but still can't. What number phone I have used before this??? I just have 2 number phone and 1 for my old home number. I have tried all of these number but still can't. huhuhu, I need to excess to my gmail account to get something. Or I pretend  to get something. What's going on with my mind??? Always forgot about small things errr even biggest and important things.