diet????me???

I need to diet for my good health. My weight now 78 or better I say 80. I worried if I get diabetes or overweight that will contribute to lots of disease. I need to diet to make my weight below 60 or in better health; good weight for me is 51. So I need to keep up my work on exercise and eat only bread and oat. Oh can I live by only eating that food?

 

Why men always like to hurt their women?

Why men always like to hurt their women? Do they think that they are soooooooooo gooooood?? That’s make me hates men. I hate them when they think they are better than women. I think some of them really stupid when they call others stupid.

It’s really hurt my feeling when my father called my mother stupid in front of me. Hey, please don’t call your wife stupid or talk bad things about your wife in front of your children because it will only make your children hate you and think you are realllllllyyyyyyyy stupid because you can’t control your bad side, bad mouth, darkest heart. My father always said that my bad attitude or my brothers bad attitude come from my mother. I really hate my father when he speaks evil about my mother.

Stupidest men are someone who didn’t know how to appreciate their wife, didn’t respect their wife and speaks evil about their wife.

That is why I don’t like them, always pretend they are good, better person while they are really bad, mulut jahat.

They raise their voice when they spoke to women to show their power. That also I call stupid. Stupid, idiot, moron!!!! Do they appreciate their wife??? No, they don’t because they are moron! They think they are strong? They are weak, they talk like bullshit. Always raise their voice when they talk to their wife, call their women stupid, evil, bad heart (busuk hati). Hey, they are your wife!!!!!!!!! You stupid bastard! Why you chose them as your wife if they have bad heart, stupid, evil? Who serves their body to you? The way you talk about your wife and treat them like they are slaves, who deserve bad things from you. I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You treat them like that because they live by your income? So they deserve to be treated like slave? Whom you can call them stupid, idiot, serves their body to you, serves you delicious meal. Those women is neither stupid nor evil but they know their responsibility even they are bit stupid because let all of you stupidest idiot guy to do whatever they don’t deserves.

How can I get married when all of these stupidest guy all around me.

serba salah

I don’t know where I’m standing now. Is this the right place to stand and wait? Everything makes me feel uncomfortable.

I really wish I have my own house that can be call as home. But how to makes the dream comes true? Tension je hidup kalau jadi manusia yang tak berguna ni. Memang sedey la. Do you think that all people need money? I think that is right that all people need money. You can’t live without money nowadays because everything we need have prices. So I do need money too.

I have many things that I like to keep with me but when the home that used to be my real and the place that i grow up, can’t be called my real home anymore, it is really hurt. They need their space now. So I better move out. I love my old stuff. I wish to keep them with me. Huhuhu.

I can’t get along with my own parents. Hidup serba salah je gan diorang  nih. So better I stay out of them. But not always la, sometimes I still need to come home but not as often. Maybe once in a month or two month like I did when I studied at university. When I was studied, I used to come home, twice in one semester; one when it is mid semester and another one is when semester break. That’s what I did before.

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 12.30a.m
Name : Alia
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 3
Shoe size : 8,9
Height : 162

Where do you live : taman koperasi polis
Have you ever been on a plane : yes masa blk kampung
Swam in the ocean : pernah la gak even tengelam kepala, tapi bukan kat laut kat pantai je.
Fallen asleep at school : never
Broken someone’s heart : rasanya memang banyak dah
Fell off your chair : penah jatuh kat bilik sdiri

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : tak penah
Saved e-mails : mesti la, byk yang penting
What is your room like : cm stor cz barang byk sgt kekadang terpikir mati terhempap segala barang tu.
What’s right beside you: laptop,buku
What is the last thing you ate : roti yg disapu gan jem sos cili

Ever had... chicken pox : penah penah
Sore throat : penah tp dah lupa bila
Stitches : yg ni mtk jauh
Broken nose : sama la mtk jauh la
Do you believe in love at first sight : percaya percaya
Like picnics : paling suka kat tmpt yang ada air cm pantai, air terjun, asal sunyi n tenangkan jiwa

Who was/were... The last person you danced with: diri sdiri je
Last made you smile: bebrp jam lepas lps baca novel nurul aini SMT Mahkota
You last yelled at: sejam lepas kot kat kawan aku kot. huhuhu
Today did you... Talk to someone you like: hmm tak lagi, lagi pun aku tak tau sapa yg aku suka
Kissed anyone: pernah la tp yg dhalalkan tuk aku la kat pipi dah la, lebih2 p blah la
Get sick : sapa tak pernah sakit mmg bkn manusia la

Talk to an ex : aku lom penah bercinta la
Miss someone : hmm aku pun tak tau sapa yg aku rindu,klo dibygkan cm byk je manusia yg aku rindu.
Who do you really hate: someone yg blh wat aku rasa bengang
Do you like your hand-writing : hmm kekadang klo time dia cantik
Are your toe nails painted : tak pernah dan tak akan la
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : mana2 yg bagi aku keselesaan, klo katil kat hotel yg room paling mahal lagi best, empuk giler
What color shirt are you wearing now : t shirt putih

Are you a friendly person : boleh la
Do you have any pets : tak dak hope dpt burung kakak tua putih n cola bear putih n kuda putih org pgl unicorn, arnab putih
Do you sleep with the TV on : klo aku tak buat la,klo org len on time aku tdo aku biaq je la
What are you doing right now : menaip kat laptop nih la specifically jawab soklan ni la smbil dgr lagu fav aku
Can you handle the truth : hmm depend gak la cz klo dah teruk kena kritik aku rasa boleh nangis gak aku tapi aku akan try adjust
Are you closer to your mother or father : hmm sbnrnya xrapat gan dua-dua pun. Aku tak tau gan sapa aku rapat selain diri sendiri
Do you eat healthy : makanan aku banyak yang coklat kalo tanya favorite aku, ari nih dah bantai kek coklat, aiskrim coklat, coffee, roti, cookies raya punya
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : la kan aku dah cakap aku tak penah bercinta lagi
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : sesorang lagi baik, kang ada yang kena marah gan aku kalo kaco aku kang. Tapi kalo sherry boleh gak, just jadi teman je la,tak bising-bising
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : most time memang diam nak mampus la
Are you confident : dulu confident je now dah tak

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) amik SPM
2) amik PMR
3) amik STPM
4) mengadap novel
5) makan. Kalo tanya lagi aku jawab la rutin harian aku

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) nak hantar mak n ayah pegi haji n umrah, bawak sekali suma satu family
2) bagi duit tetiap bulan tuk mak n ayah aku
3) beli rumah, keta, tanah, furniture, novel. Pendek kata segala yang aku suka la
4) nak wat library peribadi yang penuh buku, nak wat bilik ibadah serba putih, nak beli CD bebanyak
5) nak joli sambil derma kat umah org susah termasuk la rumah anak yatim

5 of my bad habits
1) pemarah
2) merajuk
3) tinggi suara
4) terasa hati
5) masam

5 places I've lived/living
1) taman melati, gombak
2) pasir mas
3) pasir tumbuh
4) keris mas ukm bangi
5) taman koperasi polis

5 people I tag
tagged aku ramai je member, yg btl2 tagged in my heart memang best friends aku je la, family aku, yang aku suka je. takleh nak dulukan mana dulu cz family aku blh la aku tagged suma cz 5org je. Kwn baik aku lak rmi so aku tak tau nak dulukan sapa. Blog kna tagged gan aku nurul aini, miza, dr m, lagu top masa kini, tah aku lupa dah

12.48.am

Do I need to apologize???

sesi meluahkan perasaan:

Do I need to apologize when i do nothing wrong??

I have problem with my housemate. Lot of headache. I don't know how to prevent this from happened again. 

I need to find a new house I think. Or do I need to? hmm don't worry, I just need to wait only for another 1 week then I be gone. But, sadly that not for good. Why do I need to stay here again after this? I don't know. Maybe the house is cheap. But, my other friend at work say that her house is cheaper than mine.

Well I'm a quiet person. That's mine or my title is nothing better than lone ranger. So what's up with that? As long as I don't disturb others. Better I be a quiet person than make a fuss that will cause havoc right? I hate gossiping because that will cause a lot of trouble. I always avoid from making a gossip about other. Why? It is up to them to gossip about me or to speak ill about me, but not me, I don't like to speak ill about other people. It is better I be a quiet person right. Sometimes of course my mouth sighs about other people. But, that's life. You lives with other people that have lots of attitude. So as a human being I need to adapt with this situation. You can't live alone in this world. But, I always try not to depend on them.